Leave me alone

Leave Me Alone!

I have so much on my plate, I have to grade papers, I have to grade at lease 500 pages worth of homework, I have to prepare presentations to teach, I have to teach, I have temple exams next month and I have to read two books, don't even bring up school work, I have to write this blog, I have to improve a paper, I have to do all these readings for English, I have to read the next Biology chapter take notes on it and then take a quiz, I have to write a Liberal Studies (Motherhood) Paper, I have to read my Research Methods chapter and take a quiz on that, I have to read chapter 4 and 5 for Criminal Justice, I have to read the Biology Lab Manual and take a quiz on that! Lets talk about social life (which I don't have), I have guests coming over and because of the shortage of space they will be staying in my room which means that I need to clean my room! I need to finish a project for work (I work for a medical retail store, where they sell scrubs, I make advertising emails to let the customers know about the daily deals, these emails go out to thousands of people so I need to be very professional).

I cleaned my closet, only to end up with a dirty room! :/

All this work just makes me so exhausted I just want to scream LEAVE ME ALONE! I actually want to run away from this place and go somewhere far where I don't have to do anything, no one knows me, where I am just free from all these "duties". I pray to God every night before I go to sleep and tell him to take me to his divine abode so I don't have to do these things, and in the morning I thank him for the day he gave me but I pray that he take me to his abode before the I go to sleep. Because of this, I feel like I am depressed, I mean what normal person asks for this? 

I hope one day someone just takes me from this place and free me from these chains of duty!